Aside from the Drama, the Series Note on my book

 I didn't exactly go into detail last time about how much work I am doing, the side stories which take place in the Planor along side the main story are starting to take some center stage. I did not intend that to happen and while I understand that might not be what was supposed to happen, it did, now I just have to run with it now. 

I did however think about moving some of my shorter stories onto a different medium and make these strictly Wattpad, but then I saw the insult about it. I am opting that Dragon's Library shall remain Kindle to Print set and then work toward the story telling aspect. I'm still curious as to how this works out. I am going to be seeing that it remains something fun, I am also provided my own artwork too. 

I have not spoken to many people regarding it, but someone was not so nice to me about it in the past, but that kind of unpleasantness is not allowed, so I am going to continue to draw. I have no idea how else to say it. I just hope that when I get some of the artwork finished up I can start showing it for the novel, I am going to say that some of the artwork is not entirely there because half of it was not present in the novel. I am re-releasing the first book with the artwork and the poster art that I think will be suitable. 

Slightly freaked out, but moving forward

 I have avoided talking about this person, but I honestly feel like he's just going to show up more as the summer progresses. I have hid within that bubble that COVID-19 built where everyone had a distance of safety, but with the fact he's wandering around, I'm freaking out again. 

The person in question, well...he was and is a copycat to a point, I want to be a writer, he wants to be one. I want to work on a cosplay, he must do so too. Ever since 2007, this guy has been a rock in my shoe, and truthfully, I have been a good sport about it until 2019 it finally became clear that something had to happen. 

While I don't want to go into a detail, what happened to me was pretty much being stalked. For starters texting me about how he doesn't think its fair that I go out with my female friends and we do a Girl's Day Out type thing, where he believes he has a RIGHT to go even when told no several times. He gets upset when told that I was not looking for a boyfriend! 

I honestly don't want to whine about this, I don't honestly want to get mean about it, but something has to give. I have tolerated a neckbeard since 2007. The truth is, he can't accept I am getting married, he can't accept the fact he's not the person I want anywhere near my nephew. I'm terrified of taking my nephew to a convention and suddenly have to confront that fact that this guy is there and he will want to be part of my life. 

He already got upset that I ignored him, he panhandles and when ignored, he decided to get off at a different stop, then get on the same train yet again. This time I am just to the point that I want to run and hide from him. I'm waiting for him to show up and then demand I get off the train or be forced off because he acts like he owns it. 

I have never understood why he believes I am in the wrong when he was the one doing wrong. He accused me of stealing cameras, which I have not, some of which I bought, one was a gift, the other I inherited from my sister. The truth is, he would tell people I lied or that I cheated someone out of the camera. 

The honest factor is that my friends mean the universe to me and this person would try to take that away from me. He already made not want to come to work or even live normally, he has made me want to run away or at least cry my eyes out if I see him.

The other issue is that most times when I reported it or tried to, the proof I give doesn't even work at all, people just say I led him on. I openly rejected him in 2011, I friend zoned him in 2016, I outright blocked and ignored him in 2017-2019, then May of 2019, he literally ruined everything, he said he changed, then nope he didn't. I was basically told that his word is more important than mine. I left groups on FB to find something better, I wanted nothing to do with the Colorado Anime Community because his lies just made it impossible to function. 

Now that its 2021, I feel like I just went backward, that he's just going to PRETEND to be a friend and then use that to make more crap up. I wrote my book and yet, I fear he will say I plagiarized him, when all he does is Anime Music Videos. 

I have not spoken on my book on here, and I have zero clue if that jerk even reads this blog, so if he does, I'm going to point it out. Yes, I know you lied to me, I know you tried to tell me you changed and then decided to become possessive and not allow me my friends. You also pretended to by my boyfriend, which you are not. You have attempted to cause drama, you attempted to throw me to the wolves when you didn't get your way. 

I know you attempted to try and gaslight me, then reworded, "No, I won't consider you if I am ever single," you should have ACCEPTED IT BLINDLY! You should have accepted being friendzoned, you should have accepted being IGNORED you should have accepted the fact that I blocked you. I only unblocked you because I know you too well, you ignored me which I expected. 

Then 2020 happened and you started to follow me, you lied to Sage Tan and I to block and ignore him too. I know that you will read this and then tell people in the Colorado Anime Community you're the victim of slander, which isn't when its the truth. 

You followed a minor around when she was 15 and you were 24, you didn't cover that up too well, she told me the whole story and also how you wouldn't leave her alone. You also was extremely homophobic even though you claimed you weren't. Yeah, you didn't cover up the fact that I figured you out and decided to just expose you. 

While I wrote my novel you got upset that I was focused on writing about a world you would never understand because you don't read. 

I can say my book is doing well and I am glad I did what I did, I'm not going to lie about that and I am going to make an entire blog post about that.