The Author's Surprise

After being attacked for working a certain retail store, I opted to make something exclusive to my fellow workers. I was hoping to get it set up if I ever became a famous writer, i would walk into a random Walmart, walk up to corporate and say this very friendly. "I would love to host an event, I would like to make something exclusive for associates and their families, I would love to give them a glimpse and also a chance to have a photo with Dreselia the Dragon and Belinda. I want them to be the first and also want to show them some appreciation."

Years of working there, I think they would deserve it, I know its kind of hopeful thinking, but I would love to as a writer show something to people who work and have done their best dealing with difficult and sometimes trying customers. The truth is the world is a harsh place and we need to show some love and how that truly shows how great people are.

Honestly, the truth is people who work hard deserve to have something great happen, Walmart, Target, K-Mart, all those associates put up with a lot BS and truthfully it hurts to watch them get the abuse from customers who just don't understand. Why hate when you could love?

As I see it, I want to be like Dreselia, my own creation, who loves and enjoys seeing a world he can't always see and sometimes even understand. It is best to be a dragon in the form of a human walking through and being nice to everyone you meet.

When you get the sore winners

As I was reading and defending someone, I found myself being the target of an attack, like somehow me being a fellow writer is something to be snickered over. I have chosen to write for my own fun and enjoyment, not to for the money entirely, as nice as that would be. I would rather have friends and fans more so than money.

Money doesn't buy one's happiness that's a given and I don't want to be rich either because that would just be sad for me. I would rather write for my own happiness and also enjoy what others think of what I have created for people to enjoy. I'm not in this for the money, but I'm in it for the fun and friendship I could get from it all.

Seeing the harsh and cold words, it makes realize how out of touch our nation is becoming and that is what is driving toward not wanting to be here. Intellectuals are basically being told to either be dumb or face the ridicule or consideration of public humiliation for no reason.

To Sandy Fuller, stand tall and don't let these ever so cold people treat you so horribly. The truth is as a writer and someone who doesn't want to speak out so much and get a huge amount of people suddenly targetting me, I'm kind of nervous about people even reading this.

I have attempted to keep this blog nonpolitical for obvious reasons, being able to sit down and edit as I have been using this place to express my thoughts. I'm kind of like, "Okay, let's take a step back..." I have a bruise on my back, it hurts and I will no go into detail as to why it hurts or how I got it, it was unpleasant enough.

I'm still writing the second half of a chapter that has been dogging me for nearly a week and a half...my idea of going to my writer's circle was dashed when I had to work during that time. Reading is becoming harder to do...people are becoming excessively annoyed that I won't give people a huge answer to what I'm doing...exactly on the book, considering how many times I have attempted to get someone to edit it and then having the person become a bad tempered jerk about it.

Happy Thanksgiving, from the one who doesn't celebrate

I haven't celebrated Thanksgiving in years, but I'm no going to protest if someone celebrates it, but hope all my readers feel great on this day. I'm going to be at work hoping to get money so I can get something published off of Wattpad and into a fully published book. I'm working toward getting ready for other holiday nuts.

Yeah...I'm going to continue editing and trying to keep my personal feelings down....I'm still a little nervous considering my medical situation, I have bills that I have to pay and its going to be a pain.

Finding it harder to write or even edit

I need a peaceful place to work on my book...at the moment, I have house guests, I have an annoying fiance's friend who is noisey and inconsiderate of others. This is to the point that I might have to put the book away again because I am losing steam because I'm tired of the DAMN SOUND EFFECTS!

You try writing when the two of these guys are RPing and basically every five seconds there is this annoying sound effects coming from one or the other...its RUDE...and they treat me like I'm invisible half the damn time

The Proper Response to this....President thing

All right, I'm a writer so this is not the place for me to state it, just because Trump is president doesn't mean I agree with it. I'm not going to go rioting in the streets, I'm not going to do what I have seen on TV, I have a job to do and a life, I don't have time to be doing this kind of thing...I do have one thing though, I write.

As far as a fantasy writer goes, I'm pretty much of the opinion, I will just write about it in the next book, which is yes in very much infancy of first draft and though he's mentioned through out the the first book, and doesn't have much vocal time. I'm moving this guy into the very heart of the problem in my second book, that's the decision I made, I may not like the character in the least, as villains go, I out right hate this guy...he's worse than what I have written in the past.

I don't see the point of being mean about it, but honestly, if it gets me in trouble, well...he is a fictitious character and I'm sure Trump's followers don't read fantasy novels, or at least his most crazy of followers don't.

Having to rethink...where I want my book to be published

I'm going to be working on the story, but the US will no be an option to be publishing in, I'm not sure where else to get it done because as an Independent writer, I don't want to be tied down to a publishing house or their rules. I'm going to continue working, but honestly, the election has scared me to death and my worries are now over whether or not it is safe to publish anywhere in the US that is not going to be censored.

I'm now not sure what to do about this whole thing....

Fiance reminded me that I can still work with his company, but still have have to worry about these things...the book is MINE and my brain child, I can't have some psycho in Washington DC whinning that he's being descriminated against because Krestello is a freaking war monger in a fictional story.