No sooner I get back to work, I got a person tearing into me about going at all, then again, she had a wreck and I guess it must be that. The truth is, no matter what I do, I do it all wrong in her eyes, the truth is, I don't know what to do. Then again, when I start getting published, I think this girl is going to cause a problem, mostly going to tell me..."So that makes you a big shot uh?" or making snide remarks of "Whose going to read your shit?"
The truth is, I get enough of that from people on FB who believe that no one reads anymore and that I'm just fooling myself, I'm like a fucking joke to them. I mention I love to write and I get people making fun of it, no matter what I tell them. I stopped telling people that I'm a writer...the truth is, its a hobby and I enjoy every minute.
I started work on the second book yesterday and during a break, but the truth is, I'm kind of scared of what will happen if I do get published. I'm terrified of what might happen if I am successful.
Honestly, I'm working on the new art work too
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