Welcome to this year's belief of trying to figure out how writing is going to help me. I'm sitting through a few more edits and then realize and remember, this is my vacation from work. Yeah, I am not doing what I should...I'm sitting on FB looking at people like they're nuts.
Politicians argue back and forth, people are getting upset and then attacking their friends, here I am recovering from surgery from the 18th still, I'm still in pain. I am one of those who actually prospered from the Obamacare, so is my fiance and yet, there are people who whine that its bad. So I'm sitting there thinking, "Damned if I do, damned if I don't," I'm considering that next time, I'm just going to tell doctors, "Look, Obamacare might as well kill me." I'm just sitting there wondering if it saved my life, but yet I'm just one of the few it helped. Well..that sucks, as a writer I'm just poor.
So I'm sort of wondering what I should do if I work on my book and just put my thoughts into this idea. I'm kind of thinking of what Kestrello's personality of what he believes is right, though writing his character is like watching TV sometimes, especially the news. He's the kind of person who is vindictive, he's a bastard, he's the kind of person who attacks blindly and then believes he's smart without doing his research. He voices opinions of the ideology that as some High Elf that he can make himself look more the ass if you realize it.
I was thinking of sketching him, but I couldn't even do it without staring at an image of Donald Trump and then at Emperor Palpatine, wondering if I should just say flat out, no...no....no...I want to go with something darker and much more evil at times. I'm looking at every book I ever read and thought about the movies..then I remember how I envisioned Thadeous Belsom, who is Kestrello's nephew, a rather kind High Elf, who has the mind set of being honorable, noble in some sense even in a tweed suit, wearing simpler clothes than his high strung uncle. I am basically just doing two different opposing thoughts.
WOW....here I am thinking so highly of each, then realizing that if I use Belsom and just go off the opposite points. I think that might actually save me a lot of time considering I'm working on the roughs for the next book while finishing up the first.
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