A convention attempt

I made it to Colorado Anime Fest on its last day, I was very impressed with the convention and for the most part of the people who were there. I would not mind working this convention as a panelist and also being again able to bring people the love of what research can bring.

The truth is, today was an escape from worrying about writing, I was wanting to just sit down and enjoy my photography and enjoy a convention.

This escape made so much easier and also made it more fun to come up with ideas of what my world in my stories should be like. I am trying so hard to convey something and somehow going to Colorado Anime Fest was well worth it.

I am still working on that dang scene

I have not spoken about what is going on in the scene in general because I have been sworn not talk about it. The truth is, that a scene of which a person gets their ego knocked down to the point he kind of deserves doesn't always work.

A scene that I was unhappy with...

Musculed through a scene that I did not like and though it was part of the story, I decided not to talk about it for a while, but now that I fixed it, at least I hope so.

A character based off an Anime....Full Metal Panic! (NOT ALCHEMIST)

Okay, I loved the series Full Metal Panic! yes, that's the series, it is freaking silly and also there is a few problems with the show. I did realize it was a comedy.

Also I designed a character with the cast of the show in mind, the truth is one of the characters is actually from the show. There was just so much weird crap from the show that I had to work on.

Trying to take a break

I had a stressful break brought on the fact that there is just someone that comes to the house who just wants me to move out. Me being there just throws everything off for him, he thinks his way is the only way to do anything. When I set a boundary I'm suddenly the one at fault, so I decided to give up and let this person just have their way.

Truthfully, people say this is your home, but when this person is here, it is NOT my home, I'm just something in the way. Even when I came home from my bike ride, he just acted like I wasted time and did something wrong. He was glaring at me or waiting for me to ask what I did wrong.

The truth is I was sort of talking about the issue that bike might have if I check the shocks again and I will be checking the rest of the tire pressure and stance. This is the first time I owned a bike like this that is purely a mountain bike that has a few constructional issues. Something I will bring up to Lee and only him when we're alone.

The truth is that this has slowed down the Dragon's Library because if I even publish, this one person will persist that Lee and I did this with his help. I want to independently publish and not deal with some richie rich like this person. The truth is, I don't think rich people will read what I have to write and I do not even think that I want the rich to read my book because they will just be some kind of snob and act like I owe them something.

I have never liked rich people, they always snub the poor and treat others like they are supposed to be walked on. I get tired of being walked on, when I write the book it is my freedom from their limits. I want to write because it is something I love.